C-PTSD Recovery Mode Activated— Healing Collapse is Real  

This Instagram video further explained a concept called a healing collapse. I recognized myself immediately. She said when you finally start healing, “instead of feeling better you start falling apart”. She said tiredness or crying are common. She also said “your old symptoms might come roaring back”. Yep. That would be this.

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“Weird” things I do that work for me & where I am in life now  

So, that’s where I am. That’s who I am. I’m just a person who is always trying to do better and to level up in the game of life. I assume, perhaps mistakenly, that other people are trying to do the same. And otherwise I’m just meeting people where they are and wishing the best for them.

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What decentralizing men feels like (and how I did it)

I had to burn down a bajillion times. The patriarchy only has to burn once. But one day, we will all be free of this conditioned nonsense. But that starts with going inward and decentralizing the external. When I walked away from one of the best things that’s ever happened to me, I saved myself, and I took back my power, and guys…I rather like it. I think I’m going to keep it.

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