I’m calling it energetic celibacy, which is where I fully protect my energy by only giving it to energetic soul connections that are fully respectful of it. The reality is that I am open to a partner again, but clearly that’s not happening on this timeline. I know this is a season for fully choosing myself, writing, and focusing on my kids. I know that by keeping my head down and concentrating exclusively on that, I’ll be able to keep raising my frequency and will one day meet or reconnect with someone (anyone but ugh obviously) who is really willing to invest in me as much as I am with him.
Read moreThe insidious reality of psychological warfare against independently-minded women
When I left the hospital, I fully dialed in this reality—the people who targeted me wanted to control me, to gain access. I can’t make them do the right thing and turn in the highly illegal actions that have been taken against me that clearly had no concern for the negative impacts the behavior was having on me psychologically. Fine. But I can control my attention.
Read more“Weird” things I do that work for me & where I am in life now
So, that’s where I am. That’s who I am. I’m just a person who is always trying to do better and to level up in the game of life. I assume, perhaps mistakenly, that other people are trying to do the same. And otherwise I’m just meeting people where they are and wishing the best for them.
Read moreWhy we have a predator and a pedo problem—and what to do about it
One person responded to my comment pondering if women are considered “ugly” when they get older or if it’s just the current climate. My take based on observation is this—emotionally immature (read: narcissistic) people (most commonly men) prefer girls and younger women because they’re easier to control and have yet to learn to set boundaries.
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